"Have you ever collapsed from the weight of grief? When your legs can no longer carry the weight that your heart has to hold. I remember like yesterday the day my legs gave way. I was standing, and then I was not. My body crumbled to the ground and the sobs engulfed me. I could hardly breathe, I certainly couldn't speak. I thought the scream would be heard for miles around, but I later discovered it was silent. Perhaps this sort of holler is only audible in Heaven... and translates to 'come back, I need you here."